SLOW TEARS.

I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek
I think about better days and wonder if
I'll feel that way again
you look at me with those eyes
I know so well always serious,
so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today not now

Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if
I shall wake in the morning and be relieved
you look at mewith a confusion
I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

LISTEN

Thank you for always being there,
To listen and understand me.
I appreciate all you did for me,
And all you still do.

Thank you for making me feel whole again,
For putting my pieces back together.
I appreciate you putting my life back together,
You saved my life.
You may not understand,
Why I do what I do.
But you never criticized,
You just helped my through.

I knew I could come to you when I was down,
'cause I knew you'd always be thereto pick me back up

4 love!

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I'M IN LOVE

Kehana tho he
Kese kahoo...,i'm in a dream
Today a few drops of blood fell down of my heart and when i asked why the response was "There was someone very cruel in yours heat that forced us to come out

Beginning today,
I'm going to hug you more often
I'm going to kiss you more often
I'm going to talk with you more often
I'm going to touch you more often
Beginning today, most of all
I'm going to tell you more often
how very much

I LOVE YOU

AL-FATHIHA>

ِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

الْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ
Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds;

الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيمِ
Most Gracious, Most Merciful;

مَالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّينِ
Master of the Day of Judgment.

إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ
Thee do we worship, and Thine aid we seek.

اهْدِنَا الصِّرَاطَ الْمُسْتَقِيمَ
the straight way,

صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنْعَمْتَ عَلَيْهِمْ غَيْرِ الْمَغْضُوبِ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلا الضَّالِّينَ
The way of those on whom Thou hast bestowed Thy Grace,
those whose (portion) is not
wrath, and who go not astray.

AAMEEN